please know that i have no intent to go back to my rebel teenage days of posting my fave bands on my blog. Warpaint’s Billie Holiday was just a test post. but they are awesome arent they?

in another life, i could have been a guitarist. i played the guitar but then i stopped. between what i enjoyed and what i have become. i actually could play for an audience. well some small audience. between what i would have loved doing and what i think people expect of me. i guess life is always about choices. i do sometimes have all these ‘what ifs’. maybe i should turn those what ifs into short stories. oh gosh, im excited just saying it out loud. but i dont know if i have the time or the talent for that anymore.

anyway, i have left the guitar by the dust. i would love to pick it up again.

oh well Billie Holiday sounds like a nice song to be dedicated to my husband, if i understand the song correctly.