i have been quite calm these days. one of my favourite nights and a special, although short ‘meet up’ with the Lord. it is true they say. waking up at night and just have a true silent peaceful prayer with the Lord can make a difference in the days to come. and every year, when i woke up to this night, with all the doubts and sadness that i may have been enduring, feels lighter and less troubling. i was able to face the next day with much confidence and calmness with the understanding that help is on the way.

i am taking things one at a time now. and i will eventually know when the time is right. although now, i am getting different signs. i feel like almost a possibility to return back to my first love, which is, comparative religion. like there is hope for it. create that road. but everything at its right place and time. still God’s way of telling what to do next.