so here is the deal.

I am excited. but very worried. very. i am having butterflies in my stomach and hurricanic thoughts in my mind. how apt.

we have about two weeks more to start the year and i am short of teachers still. the good news is, i need only three more. i think i did better this time around in recruiting teachers than previously. i hope i get more good teachers coming in. i seriously need.

i am praying and praying that the good ones will come by soon. very soon. i need them very soon.

i have my handbook ready. i have my calendar and action plan. i have my standards on the way.

i believe taking this one week leave has been good for me. just the restorative niche i needed because as much as i wish this week do not ends, i am also feeling like i look forward to re- work next week. so it should be good right? anyway, im only working for three days next week, hehe.

i have my pending tasks planned out. although i may not manage to research as much as i wanted to, i believe i do not need to rush so much and a clearer perspective that at the end, i will go through it all, i will be able to accomplish them at its own right time. it really helps that the action plan and calendar is laid out nicely. gives me less of those got-to-rush-rush nerves that i always gets nowadays. i just couldn’t wait to print out the calendar! in colour!

peace of mind i pray.

and as a mentor said, it will be just alright.

i start to believe that i do my best, have done my best, i have my ups and downs but things will be all right.

amiin.