i am so going to start journaling! something like how i used to write diaries. actually its the same thing. i am already an avid planner and my days depended on it, although it had been truly focused on work. i forget that i have to plan for my self. not just my work. and the kikki.k planner that i am using now are honestly just filled up with work stuff there is no room for my personal aims and goals and things that i want to do with my life apart from work.

i do not want my life to be all about work or i can go crazy/depressed about it. now that i have my work life a bit sorted out and improving by the day, in terms of priorities and all, i need to sort my life life. i truly have been neglecting it.

and journaling is not just about a plan or a daily timetable, but its also about reflections, about hopes and rants, about happiness and sadness, and if i always say life is a journey of learning, well i want to materialise that in my journaling. and if my blog have a category of ‘maybe memories’ than i want to make memories and cherish them, especially for the people and family around me.

life has been quite straightforward and its just home-work-home, i want to appreciate people and cherish them. and i think journaling can help me to do that. well, even journaling needs to be made time.

but its a good start and i will not let work be a hindrance to what i want to achieve and able to do.

i want to stop nagging to myself, i want to stop complaining and i want to stop being angry at every thing. and if its true 2018 is the year, that i will make the two years that i need to face now, fulfilling and make a mark for myself.

because i have been hearing this quote many times from my fave series Once Upon A Time: “The only thing stopping you from your happiness is…yourself.”

i guess it’s true there.