finally.

a saturday to chill. the start to what i call for my self my sabbatical week.

i have made it a point to take a week’s off from work every december (i think this is my third year doing this) to do a few things.

it’s not for holiday travels because my travel months seems to be either march april or september october periods.

it is my sabbatical week where i took time to devote myself to the house like cleaning and rearranging and throwing stuffs, material detox in that manner i should say. most days i, we, dont always get to clean the house properly apart from the weekly menial housechores. we just tend to dump everything in some wardrobe or shelf. so this is the time for me to go through my things and sort them out. just really keep things organized and in perspectives. sometimes i would give away clothes or threw expired stuffs or sell them away to carousell. and satisfaction every time.

i take this week to also learn and relearn. anything to do with my line of work which means either the education line and/or the religious line. i take it as my refresher periods because it is easy to drown one self into the demands of paper work and people’s expectations and forget why you are doing this line in the first place. things can get a bit mundane and when i start to read either books or articles on education, learnt something new and get myself excited and motivated to do it all over again.

i take this week to strip myself of my own expectations and limiting beliefs, open up my nlp workbooks and re-instate my thoughts and unconscious mind. it’s when i put myself back together, throw away negative thoughts and prepare myself for the year ahead.

but i also take a bit of time to do some planning and visualise the projects that we could do. the kinds of personal development that i want to achieve.

and just focus on my time and HIM. bring back habits if they falter along the way. humble my self because we always forget. i miss my talks to HIM. and every year i need guidance from HIM, because eventually what i do, is because of where HE puts me in life.

but lately i am beginning to think it’s just an excuse i keep telling myself. perhaps i am afraid of moving out of this comfort zone and not willing to venture out by saying that no one is able to take the job i am doing. perhaps i am just lying to myself. i need to find answers. perhaps now is the time.

anyway, looking forward to the week ahead. and perhaps more blogging period! i have so many things to talk and update. other people’s lives look so exciting than mine. but! i do have to be grateful with my experiences. and make life interesting!

you have to make it to live it. life doesn’t come to you. you know how they say live life to the fullest. but how do i do it? how do i live my life to the fullest?

make gratitude. make memories. make laughters. make smiles. make love 😛
make my self body heart and mind feel and be whole again.

just Be, Seri.