one of those days when i felt like i failed. for every thing that i did, i feel like i am not good enough. that i am better off sitting someone in a corner and do nothing, because everything i do seems mediocre.

one of those days when i feel like i shouldnt be here. i dont fot to be here. draining and bringing me down. when i feel like people are against me. or im expected to be perfectand not make mistakes.

you know what. i just want to keep quiet.

i just want to move away from everything.

but the show must go on. always. people move on and i am still here.

let’s not dwell on this bad thoughts. i don’t have time for this.

what 8 years have taught me is this: things will turn out fine. Allah always guides. always.