the hardest habit to keep have to be to stop spending. it was really hard. it took a lot to tell myself no you don’t have to shop. i was doing very well until i felt the need to buy a sports shoes because my feet is sore from the cardio exercise i have been following. i was doing it barefooted indoors.

i guess it is also to give myself a ‘reward’ for being able to exercise 5 days a week for 4 weeks now. it really is a big step for me. and i am enjoying it more with the NB Revlite shoes i bought at 20% of its original price. it was a sweet surprise, the discount. 🙂

the shawls were hard! really hard! it didnt help that they keep posting up new releases on IG. i keep on saying no, i dont need this. no, i will not wear them. no, i have so many shawls already. i know. i could have just unfollow them. in fact, i have unfollowed a lot of them. but this brand, i cant. i succumbed to the latest tudungpeople IRONLESS PINLESS shawls in my colour palette. and then i justify those as shawls for my upcoming travels. i need them. lol.

but i pat myself on the back still. i tried. and it will get easier along the way. once the brain understands that i have enough materials to live by. i do not need to shop anymore. i think im close to be that person who will not shop unnecessarily. yup Seri, go all the way, keep telling your self that. stay true! ;P

i can see it. that future. ahhaa.