still on How To Be Everything from Emilie Wapnick

Surprsingly this book gives me some points to think about which i have yet to see or read from other self development books i read. especially with this uncertainty at the crossroads im facing.

i appreciate this Personal End Point concept. because it gives me that clear understanding that i am not a failure or im not needed anymore. it just means i could have achieved what i came for (in this job).

Your Personal End Point…is usually a growing awareness that you’ve learned or accomplished all you need to in an area, that you’re basically done here. This restlessness comes on slowly and the reality that we’re ready to move on is often something we try to ignore.

pay attetion to how you feel physically and emotionally

but then there is also Resistance. to take from the book, if i feel excitement and panic, desire to quit suddenly, feeling insecure, or the project is challenging, then it could be Resistance that i’m dealing with. This is what i need to reassess. i need to confirm whether it’s Resistance or Personal End Point.

on the other hand, i opened the newspaper today and the news on IRCC convention and a lady who worked as librarian, side to side. how is it two loves (comparative religion and library) came on point to my face like a strike. it is two loves which i told myself, i wish i could have been there. i wish i was her (the librarian).

i am learning to take all these signs. to point to me the way i could choose. and be at peace at it.