for close to 8 years now. my life has been day in day out, just pretty much me= home=work. 365 days a year.

except for when we get to travel for about 3 weeks max. my travels have always been about landscape, nature, mountains, sunrays, the seas and vast lands. i love them. every single travels i have had the fortune of experiencing. and then life is pretty amazing and interesting.

but i cannot have the luxury of this travelling lifestyle bloggish kind of life. and then life gets pretty routined. work and work. weekdays and weekends. and work took away my energy, sanity and moments.

i am grateful for having a job. i am grateful that my job isnt like any other jobs. that for one thing, it took me only 15 mins to and fro.
but it still is, a rush up the corporate ladder, i am expected to do things and expected to do well in them, alas i would be called as a ‘passive worker’ kind of person. there still is, brutal office politics and that subtle ghost of an ego trying to prove oneself is better than the other. it gets very overwhelming actually. my heart is made of glass. *roll-eyes*

i have always need affirmations. since teenage angst days. i even had a notebook which is dedicated to me writing affirmations. at one point, i think i had ‘i will be happy’ affirmations written on several pages. i have always been a moody quiet kind of person. i had to write to myself to be happy. one of the things i’ve always thought i am weird about, could still be, until i discovered the term ‘introvert’ and that chirpiness and too much talking is not in my dna. but i can still be happy. lol.

anyway, i have come up with a new affirmation. at age 2 months away from ehem35ehem.

today, i will choose joy and it will be an interesting day

i want to spark joy and positivity because i needed it myself. i want to see things in new perspectives and learn new things which i can apply and share a knowledge with others. i want to have that spark of life and smile genuinely. and if it’s going to be my last days of work, it is going to be the best days of work.