how many heartbreaks can a person take?
when you cannot hide behind a smile anymore?
when you no longer hold your tears?
when your hole of a heart beats to nothing?

how many heartbreaks can a person take?
when holding on to goodness becomes a lie?
when kindness becomes deceitful?
when truth blurred in blackness?

how many heartbreaks can a person take?
when your lips couldnt say out the right words?
when your hands trembled with anger and sorrow?

how many heartbreaks can a person take?
when did protecting becomes a mistake?
when did caring becomes a weakness?
when did all that is good turns to dust?
when did honesty scalded from burns?
when did happiness becomes painful?
when did doing the right thing brings grief?

how many heartbreaks can a person take?
what do you do?
to rise from these ashes?
to hold on to what is true?
to see goodness again?
to be kind again?
to be in perfect denial of your worst?

so i can finally be happy for you?