i have been seeing this almost everywhere. I purposely put in Abang Leo here, googled somewhere.

i am pretty much sleepy and exhausted but i feel like i owe my blog a post for the longest time. i had so many things to deliberate for my own pleasure reading but *excuses excuses* i could not seem to find the moment, the time, the mood to type. neither is tonight.

2018 has been a magic number. i always thought i might have a baby by 2018. i didnt, but we did get a baby in the family and i am in love with MyNephewLove. But it has been a hell of a roller coaster ride, 2018! and we still have three more months to go! wait, what?! three months left???!!! (minus September, which is literally just a wink away)

and we are still uncertain of where life will bring us. me. and i am scared. my heart beats fast sometimes. i could not stop thinking. i had dreams, sometimes unpleasant. my brain is overworked. i truly am. suddenly laid out with decisions to make.

the only thing i can think of right now is, i have always put other people’s first, before myself. so what can i do for me, now?

if this is any true,

three months from now, you will thank yourself,

i hope i will.