every full one weekend day is precious to me. I’m sorry if i have been repeating this, but it is true. however, this time around, even with the full knowledge of my work running faster than i can handle, i will learn to let go and that things will go fine and smooth even with my absence. i think it can. i believe they can.

with the foolhardy decision to continue studies and at the same time having additional portfolio to look into and dive in on-the-job learning, i have me and a family to care for as well. if i use to give 100% to work, nowadays i need to divide it properly to give myself some sanity. because 5 years down the road, i am turning the big 4, age is catching up, body is slowing down and if i think i still have that chance, now is the time isn’t it?

the plan is to slice the cake evenly so everyone has a role to play. without me losing it.

the focus for the year is my studies, since its hard-earned money to pay it off, i should at least make full use and focus on it as i had never done before. and focus on my bigbabyboy. it has always been him caring, providing and protecting me. it always feel like he did more for me than i do for him. could i perhaps show more love and care by being more present for his needs. we can pull this through together. chilling at home just the two of us seems even more precious now.