Woke up this morning feeling that I still didn’t have enough rest.

Last night had a meeting for the programme the society I’m in is having. It’s an educational trip to Putrajaya and The Islamic Art Museum this Saturday. We had been preparing and having meetings since last month and so many things had happened during that period of time. It even became somewhat a turning point to a friendship I once had. Really, things happened and changed too fast and I can’t believe that time do fly fast.

And this morning, I almost got furious with two of them and ironically, I just promised my Ratu that “I’m gonna feel good” today. Me and Qadar had agreed to meet up at 9.30 am to go to campus together and look up for a nice pic, preferably Putrajaya for the bookmarks she’s giving away for the participants of the trip. Despite feeling terribly lazy, I woke up, got myself ready…..only to find out she’s still asleep!! (She’s just next door). And she woke up, as though she’s getting ready……waited for almost half an hour….and I found out she’s washing her clothes!!! Hello??!! We’re late here!! But that’s ok~ I’ll go by myself and we’ll meet at campus later….

So I happened to have to pass something to another friend in another block. I thought I was late….but a few missed calls and sms-es…..with no reply from her!!! Waited under the sun for another half hour. I’m almost to just burst out there.

Patience lost, I went on my own business. I had always have to wait for people and sometimes people take for granted. I always had, since high school. I know now I won’t wait for people anymore. Such a waste of precious time!!

And so again, I remind myself of my promise to Ratu, smile, listened to The Reason -Hoobastank, and my good mood’s back. The day went as I had planned.

Moral of the story- Never wait for people. Sometimes it’s better to be alone and do things at your own sweet time. People don’t understand us and we’ll end up having to follow their every steps. God I hate that. We don’t have to be stuck to friends ALL the time no matter how important they are to us.

Back in IIUM after a four days break in Singapore. And that was after almost to four weeks in campus non-stop business with school work and a project I’m involved in which I was not that enthusiastic but do enjoyed the whole preparations. Still it was distracting me from my studies and I’m dead worried.

I just went through a mid term exam for Sciences of Quran which I know I sucked hell in it and a 2nd quiz for Communication which would be damned easy if only I had prepared well! I am supposed to be a well-prepared person!!! I know I’m gonna sucked!

What made the day almost bad was I got my Intro to Comm’s mid term and 1st quiz results – I passed but it could have been better!! And to know that a friend is doing so great made me stress!! All that I can do now is to start studying for real for the exams and maybe get a full mark, only then can I have some vengeance~

God, I know I can do it.

Haven’t been to archery these few days. Have been slacking but time doesn’t permits, in another way, just plain lazy~

And something or someone just never leaves the mind…..