book review: the improbability of love

The Improbability of LoveThe Improbability of Love by Hannah Mary Rothschild

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I didnt think i would fall in love with this book. lol. the irony of it. it is one book i wished i had bought it instead of borrowing it from the local library. but i am definitely glad that i picked it up after a quick glance through the ‘R’ shelves. Usually i would rush through a book on loan because i have to catch up with the return date, but with this one, i chose to slow down to devour it page by page and wished it had not ended.

So many things i love about the book, so rich and flows so beautifully from one chapter to another, even the change from one character to another feels flawless. from Annie, to Jesse, to Barty, Winkleman, to Moi the most important painting ever and even to out of nowhere russian Vlad. each character seems to be given their fair share of voice although Annie is the main person because, really, this whole ‘mess’ starts from her purchasing an apparently valuable art piece from a junk shop.

effortlessly sifting through relationships, mother-daughter love hate relationship, father-daughter vs employer employee, deep loyalty and trust, heritage and culture, that titles does not equate to fortune and wealth, honesty and deceit, art and food interlaced beautifully. it is mainly about just being human no matter who you are, i go through past and present like a dream of storytellings, humour and pain felt so normal and original there is no pretense in the characters.

i am not a foodie nor do i know anything about the art world, but reading this book, i could appreciate these two worlds. finished the book feeling satisfied after a sumptuous delectable dinner, leaving me with such fine tastes, i am full but i dont mind a bit more.

it is a beautiful world, after all.

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Review: Luka and the Fire of Life

Luka and the Fire of Life
Luka and the Fire of Life by Salman Rushdie
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I have no flaws with this book. Salman Rushdie is a great writer and this book, which is, to be honest, my first Rushdie’s book. i had Midnight’s children but i didnt get to read it because i watched the film. and i wouldnt have read any of his book if i had not had that rare opportune of seeing one of his title at the local library, which is what happened one of the days back. i had his titles on the to-be -read or to-be-borrowed even to-buy list for so long.

this is one book i was so surprised to see on the library shelf and his other latest book, which caught me by surprise (because it’s always on loan or something) i had to borrow it then and then.

i love the book, such a story teller like the Shah of Blahs himself. loved the simplicity of a life lead a family of performers, loved that stroke of magic from Luka that caused his life to turn out to be an adventure (except that i didnt know at first i could have read Haroun story before Luka’s because Haroun is his elder brother and had an adventure of his own, i am so going to look for that book after this).

Loved all the characters and i feel like my mind is blown away with all the imagination and fantasy it had to have roiling through my brain like a movie. speaking of which, i wish someone will turn this into a film! i would have loved to see how everything materialise!

it was an enjoyable read and i feel like i am together with Luka in this adventure all the way, every step of the way! its like a magical fantasy bed time story for adults. except that i am sure it would be perfect for children too.

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book review: my name is lucy barton

My Name Is Lucy BartonMy Name Is Lucy Barton by Elizabeth Strout

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

It could have been a beautiful story but it isnt for me. None of the characters seem to give an impact to me, simply said they don’t matter.

Lucy was hospitalised and her mother whom she had not spoken to or met with came to visit her. And the memories shared were just small bits and pieces, and some neighbour gossips which i dont think they matter at all. What would be the significance of mentioning these people? I still don’t know who her father is, her mother still, even with her being the most important character. And who is lucy’s current husband, again?

Short flashes of memories. No emotional attachment. And then sudden fast forward to a present or future as though in a hurry to finish the book. Which i pretty felt the same. Finished the book in one setting.

Perhaps the book require the readers to ponder and think about Lucy’s experiences to fully appreciate it. But it does not gripped me as much as i expected it to be, although its a nice read.

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book review: the vegetarian

The VegetarianThe Vegetarian by Han Kang

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

It took me a while to write a review of this Man Booker winner. It is my first time reading a book written by a Korean author, translated. i have mostly read Haruki Murakami before, so it was a nice change to read from another asian author. but i cant help thinking how very haruki-ish the Vegetarian is. not that i’m complaining.

The protagonist was in a way, not a protagonist. her only ‘voice’ was of her retelling of her dreams. her ‘physical’ story is told by three different characters throughout, span into three chapters at different periods of her time. One was her story through her husband’s eyes and experience, which i quite heart wrenching. as a husband who had, till then, had a good marriage life with his wife, suddenly find him not quite knowing who the woman he had loved and married. this is when the protagonist started to have dreams which then changed her into a vegetarian, in a society that loves their beef and kimchis. i could really feel this husband’s frustration and confusion on what caused his wife to change, and not knowing how to deal with the situation, or how to help his wife. like a dead end, a desperation. and through out this ordeal, i have the impression that his wife is nonchalant about her change, that it seems perfectly normal to her to be a vegetarian and do not see the need to explain to her husband, or her family members of what made her change her dietary, much to the anger of her father. this highlights the night they had a family dinner and the her father, out of anger and frustration, tried to forced her to eat meat. at first, i do think, it is ridiculous how she changed because of a dream, and then i felt that is totally cruel to abuse and force her to eat what she deemed repulsive and abhor.

and then we moved on to a next face of her life, which now she is divorced and living alone, going through medication, taken care of by her elder sister. but this time, through the ‘eyes’ of her brother in law. which was at times, i find the experience abominable. but still, again, yeong hye, the vegetarian, goes through this phase devoid of feelings and values. except her fascination to the plants and flowers painted on her body by the brother in law. but here, i do not sympathise with either yeong hye or her brother in law. i find both of them ridiculous. there is pseudo passion, avoidable intimacy if only the brother in law was in the right state of mind.

the next chapter would be my fave as it is told by her elder sister, In hye. this i could relate as a big sister, trying to bring the family together, to taking responsibility over her little sister’s predicament and her own marriage marred by both her sister and husband. despite all, still forgiving to her sister’s innocuous act. still trying to love her and understand her needs, trying to do what is best for her little sister, but unable to comprehend what she is actually going through. and here, i feel like i am behind her sister, somewhat trying to whisper her to move on and be strong, calm and patient.

Reading The Vegetarian, gives me questions of mainly exactly what Yeong hye is going through, what is she thinking actually, was she even aware of what is happening around her. it felt like she is just going a trance, unable to bring herself out of the blanket and lead her life ‘normal’. Was she sad or happy? perhaps in the book, it gives the impression that she is totally embracing her thoughts and lifestyle, fully satisfied with her life and what she is to become. but really, if she is having some different inner thoughts, what does she see through her own eyes?

and as haruki style, you don’t quite know what actually happened at the end. leaves you hanging to decide what you wish to. the story grips me, wishing to find more and more what is going to happen to her all the way to end. and it is not always that i manage to read a Man Booker book fresh after it is announced as the winner and i a quite lucky to have been able to borrow the book from the local library, knowing it has a long list of reservations. i can safely say i might have found another author i could look forward to reading her next book.

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book review: room

RoomRoom by Emma Donoghue

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Room is full of emotion and empathy throughout reading it. I read this, long after the hype of its movie tie-in, which i thankfully have not gotten the chance to watch yet. But after reading it, i am looking forward to watch it! there is a lot of thinking, Jack’s train of thoughts that make me wonder how the movie does it.

At first I thought it quite a dread to be reading descriptions after descriptions of things in Room, the small environment that Jack knew and grew up with till he turned five. I learnt, though, that those play quite an important role for us to understand the world according to Jack. I laughed, I teared, I felt the emotion that the author tries to deliver.

Only it left me wondering what kind of a person his mother really is, to understand her thoughts and feelings, what she is going through, because Room is really just about Jack’s thoughts and experiences.

Room does not really tugged the heart and wrenches me much, although I feel a lot of sympathy to Jack and his Ma. I think the story is pretty much a love between mother and her son, a child’s innocent take about the world. but the background of the story leave you a little disappointed and expecting more.

just grateful I just borrowed the book and not purchased it out of movie pressure.

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i had the chance of watching the movie. i made time for it. because reading through it makes me excited to see how it will be with real actors and situations. and i did not regret reading it first before watching the movie.

the first thing that i realise is that, i am very generous with my imagination. Room was bigger in my head, room actually looked like a room, living room style in my head, even with all the descriptions written in the book that it was a shed and all. so i was really taken by a pleasant surprise at what it actually was. i like it when that happened. like how my imagination can be distorted sometimes and a movie would make it better. i am also glad at how good the actors were in the movie. especially for Joy’s character because i wasnt able to grasp her feelings and emotions so much in the book. so i take in all her expressions and tones from the movie whole heartedly. and Jack the actor was really, excellent, able to make us believe a little on who and how Jack was brought up.

even though there are some parts not similar to the book, and i honestly thought that the time Jack ran away from the van is totally dramatic in my head, but it was actually quite ‘easy’ in the movie. and while i imagines it was Oprah doing the interview with Joy, it wasnt; i can very well vouch that this film gives me the feels. my heart goes to Jack. a lot of emotions and how a little boy thinks within his scope of living in a small room. i am just amazed and wondered how Joy got through it all. I wished they had explored a bit more on that.

Overall 3.5 out of 5 Seri scala.

book review: my brilliant friend

My Brilliant Friend (The Neapolitan Novels, #1)My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

it took a while for me to grow into this book. had to force myself to finish the first few parts before gradually immerse myself into the characters, and read the story a Elena Greco sees them.

I think I could relate to some part of the story, who wouldn’t, right? its those tumultuous growing up years with so many conflicts and emotions going within us. Of friendships and love, of envy and pride, of family and the neighbourhood, being of poor or rich, the struggle to choose between one and the other, the struggle of studying and the need to excel. and we always have a friend, somehow, like Lila.

its a nostalgic storytelling of all the things mentioned above and the fact that it starts with an incident in the present before going back to the past, at first, I could not understand how all the characters mentioned in the book would bring us to the present. But it has to take some patience and appreciation that all these people meant something to the growing girls, Elena and Lila.

I am not a fan of the writing style but I am glad that there is one storyteller here. I could read from one perspective, but it would perhaps be nice to hear from Lila’s point of view too because she is the object of admiration and awe, not just to Elena, but to every boys and girls in the neighbourhood.

Towards the end of this book one, I realise I want to continue reading to the next three books and hope I could find the answers to what the first chapter of My Brilliant Friend is hinting and bringing us back to the present. And I would love to find out what happened to the marriage of Lila and Stefano, and whether Elena’s love to Nino is not one sided.

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book review: glass sword

Glass Sword (Red Queen, #2)Glass Sword by Victoria Aveyard

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

Very seldom i get to read series one after another. I had somewhat appreciated the story in Red Queen and was honestly eager to continue with Glass Sword.

I was however, reading Glass Sword reminded me of why i didnt read YA in the first place. I wanted to like the book but also somehow taken a bit bored and took much motivation to finish it because half way through it feels like im reading redundancy.

I am absolutely not in love with Mare’s character when i wanted so much to feel her. Cal described her in page 394 and i very much share his sentiments.

I do like the different characters of newbloods they ‘recruited’ and a sudden introduction to what is known as Ardents but perhaps to explore and ‘show’ their abilities would probably drag the story longer.

The ending is kind of expectedly disappointing. It feels like after all this hardwork of treading and reading and this is the end?!

I am guessing there will be a sequel, right? It doesnt seem like Cal has a part in the ending. Because he has to be the hero, not Mare.

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book review: red queen

Red Queen (Red Queen, #1)Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

i have to admit this is the first YA book that i actually finished reading! not even Hunger games has that effect on me, despite following the hunger games movies. and i have never even touched the divergent series.

of course, most YA moves along similar storylines and somewhere along reading Red Queen, i cannot helped but being reminded of both the movies mentioned above, with a bit of x-men (the mutants concept) in between and some royalty fantasy. So in a way, Red Queen and the next books coming after this is a mix of everything YA, but surprisingly quite a unique storyline on its own.

i am definitely surprised at myself for actually completing the book, although i am pretty sure that what made me pick up and bought the book (and the Glass Sword together) are the many bookstagrams accounts i follow at IG.

the book just gets more complicated by the pages because really, once i thought i pretty much get where the story is going, it twists and turns, keeps me motivated to know where this is going. i love the descriptions of the places in the book, i appreciated how the characters unfold themselves so that readers could really understand and sometimes foresee how the characters are thinking and behaving. but i believe more will unfold in the next book.

learning that there are two types of people the silvers and the reds, i like the idea that there is a ‘new generation’ coming out of humanity to bring back equality. it’s about a red girl from a humble background thrown into situations and consequences that eventually leading her finding out about her true self and the reality of the world and its hidden secrets underground going on within the walls of silver royalty. unexpectedly and tragically, the end will bring her to a fate of war she never imagined she, not just be a part of, but could very well lead.

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book review: the marble collector

The Marble CollectorThe Marble Collector by Cecelia Ahern

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Marble Collector has two protagonists. Sabrina Boggs – an only daughter to estranged parents, in her early thirties, a mother with three sons and going through a tense marriage at the moment – albeit a loving husband. Perhaps she is going through some midlife crisis, perhaps trying to find an ‘adventure’ after going through this current life on a daily basis. it sort of grasp you when the novel starts with Sabrina trying to save someone at the common swimming pool she works as a lifeguard, only to realise the person didnt need saving, but realising perhaps she is the one who needed saving. Sabrina is also taking care of her father who is currently at a home recovering from stroke and memory loss.

So this is where the book inter changes, between Sabrina and Fergus Boggs. so it is interesting because we rarely see novels that tries to address the father-daughter relationship. and what will be at the heart of the story are boxes of marbles, which, to me, is quite new and interesting because i realise there is a thriving world of marbles made of glass, swirls and bloodies even olympics so to speak.

Fergus story will bring you back to the past of his childhood and the double life he lead before the stroke. it is quite heartrending because we are following this old man’s train of thoughts and memories because on a current life, he is struggling to remember. and Sabrina is struggling to relearn and connect to her father, whom she thought she knew all her life, but eventually, as she found out, leading another life which she was not a part of. and that knowledge kind of hurts, i bet, because i have the impression that Sabrina is close to her father.

i think the idea of the book is to get Sabrina finds herself through finding her father’s past, the double and new life he had after being divorced from her mother. but i guess i understood that the story is focused on her father, the main character.

i guess the book is good enough to keep me going and continue reading. i am a fan of cecelia ahern but lately her books doesnt give me that reading satisfaction. luckily the marble collector gives me a bit of that rush. it has humour and sometimes touched the heart because i feel for the character Sabrina Boggs and her need to reconnect with her father who is losing some memories. and i also feel for Fergus Boggs, his childhood memories, his ‘difficult’ life and pleasently surprised when i found out his relationship with Cat. But mostly, i am endeared by the close bond and relationship that Fergus have with his brothers, especially so with the late eldest brother, Hamish who throughout the story, is like a living ghost. rarely mentioned but there all the same because eventually it was Hamish who made Fergus who he is.

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book review: good omens

Good Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, WitchGood Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch by Terry Pratchett

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Oh well. it was a fun read. one that didnt require me to think too much but rather just plainly enjoy the whole story. the one that amazes me most when reading a terry pratchett are the characters with made up names that is out of this world. reading good omens just make me feel how serious we have become and reading it brings me back to almost childlike innocent imagination, albeit addressing a very ‘adult’ issue of the end of the world.

i am glad it had a happy ending. 🙂

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