book review: a spark of light

A Spark of Light by Jodi Picoult

My rating: 2 of 5 stars


i wanted to like it but i couldn’t. i appreciated the issues touched in this story, but i felt there were too many characters for me to remember, their thoughts, their flashbacks and it doesn’t help that the storyline moves backwards. it’s like i already reached the peak of the story (at the start) and then i had to be thrown back through the memories of the day. it’s a bit hard for me to follow.

throughout the hours backwards, felt like wren was lost somewhere, hugh’s lines seems repetitious, and the rest became a blur, beth’s seemed like a sideline and doesn’t seem to be on the same ‘hours’.

i probably could understand the flow of the story and would have feel the characters’ emotions and fear better if it had follow the normal sequence of the day instead of ‘turning back’ time. it really felt like the longest day that doesn’t seem to end while reading it.

it was quite disappointing because i had been looking forward to Picoult’s new novel since Small Great Things, which i had enjoyed and couldn’t seem to stop reading.



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after dark

After DarkAfter Dark by Haruki Murakami
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Who can make a night of about 12 hours and be fully engaged on stories. he can.

I am pleasantly surprised that this book kept me engaged throughout, and who would have thought that so many things can happened in a night?

a girl ‘running’ away from home, choosing to read a thick book in cafes, an absolute introvert, a chance meeting with her sister’s friend and then got involved in helping a foreign girl being hit in a love hotel, deepening friendships and personal reveals. it’s a one-night adventure.

and all this while, trying to understand and find out what happened to her sister who have been sleeping and have not woken up for two months since.

at the end, it is, a story of two sisters finding their way back to each other, after feeling estranged from one another because of their different personalities and pursues. it really touches me, when at the end, the girl came back to her sister, still peacefully sleeping, and slept beside her sister.

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book review: the improbability of love

The Improbability of LoveThe Improbability of Love by Hannah Mary Rothschild

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I didnt think i would fall in love with this book. lol. the irony of it. it is one book i wished i had bought it instead of borrowing it from the local library. but i am definitely glad that i picked it up after a quick glance through the ‘R’ shelves. Usually i would rush through a book on loan because i have to catch up with the return date, but with this one, i chose to slow down to devour it page by page and wished it had not ended.

So many things i love about the book, so rich and flows so beautifully from one chapter to another, even the change from one character to another feels flawless. from Annie, to Jesse, to Barty, Winkleman, to Moi the most important painting ever and even to out of nowhere russian Vlad. each character seems to be given their fair share of voice although Annie is the main person because, really, this whole ‘mess’ starts from her purchasing an apparently valuable art piece from a junk shop.

effortlessly sifting through relationships, mother-daughter love hate relationship, father-daughter vs employer employee, deep loyalty and trust, heritage and culture, that titles does not equate to fortune and wealth, honesty and deceit, art and food interlaced beautifully. it is mainly about just being human no matter who you are, i go through past and present like a dream of storytellings, humour and pain felt so normal and original there is no pretense in the characters.

i am not a foodie nor do i know anything about the art world, but reading this book, i could appreciate these two worlds. finished the book feeling satisfied after a sumptuous delectable dinner, leaving me with such fine tastes, i am full but i dont mind a bit more.

it is a beautiful world, after all.

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book review: the vegetarian

The VegetarianThe Vegetarian by Han Kang

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

It took me a while to write a review of this Man Booker winner. It is my first time reading a book written by a Korean author, translated. i have mostly read Haruki Murakami before, so it was a nice change to read from another asian author. but i cant help thinking how very haruki-ish the Vegetarian is. not that i’m complaining.

The protagonist was in a way, not a protagonist. her only ‘voice’ was of her retelling of her dreams. her ‘physical’ story is told by three different characters throughout, span into three chapters at different periods of her time. One was her story through her husband’s eyes and experience, which i quite heart wrenching. as a husband who had, till then, had a good marriage life with his wife, suddenly find him not quite knowing who the woman he had loved and married. this is when the protagonist started to have dreams which then changed her into a vegetarian, in a society that loves their beef and kimchis. i could really feel this husband’s frustration and confusion on what caused his wife to change, and not knowing how to deal with the situation, or how to help his wife. like a dead end, a desperation. and through out this ordeal, i have the impression that his wife is nonchalant about her change, that it seems perfectly normal to her to be a vegetarian and do not see the need to explain to her husband, or her family members of what made her change her dietary, much to the anger of her father. this highlights the night they had a family dinner and the her father, out of anger and frustration, tried to forced her to eat meat. at first, i do think, it is ridiculous how she changed because of a dream, and then i felt that is totally cruel to abuse and force her to eat what she deemed repulsive and abhor.

and then we moved on to a next face of her life, which now she is divorced and living alone, going through medication, taken care of by her elder sister. but this time, through the ‘eyes’ of her brother in law. which was at times, i find the experience abominable. but still, again, yeong hye, the vegetarian, goes through this phase devoid of feelings and values. except her fascination to the plants and flowers painted on her body by the brother in law. but here, i do not sympathise with either yeong hye or her brother in law. i find both of them ridiculous. there is pseudo passion, avoidable intimacy if only the brother in law was in the right state of mind.

the next chapter would be my fave as it is told by her elder sister, In hye. this i could relate as a big sister, trying to bring the family together, to taking responsibility over her little sister’s predicament and her own marriage marred by both her sister and husband. despite all, still forgiving to her sister’s innocuous act. still trying to love her and understand her needs, trying to do what is best for her little sister, but unable to comprehend what she is actually going through. and here, i feel like i am behind her sister, somewhat trying to whisper her to move on and be strong, calm and patient.

Reading The Vegetarian, gives me questions of mainly exactly what Yeong hye is going through, what is she thinking actually, was she even aware of what is happening around her. it felt like she is just going a trance, unable to bring herself out of the blanket and lead her life ‘normal’. Was she sad or happy? perhaps in the book, it gives the impression that she is totally embracing her thoughts and lifestyle, fully satisfied with her life and what she is to become. but really, if she is having some different inner thoughts, what does she see through her own eyes?

and as haruki style, you don’t quite know what actually happened at the end. leaves you hanging to decide what you wish to. the story grips me, wishing to find more and more what is going to happen to her all the way to end. and it is not always that i manage to read a Man Booker book fresh after it is announced as the winner and i a quite lucky to have been able to borrow the book from the local library, knowing it has a long list of reservations. i can safely say i might have found another author i could look forward to reading her next book.

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book review: my brilliant friend

My Brilliant Friend (The Neapolitan Novels, #1)My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

it took a while for me to grow into this book. had to force myself to finish the first few parts before gradually immerse myself into the characters, and read the story a Elena Greco sees them.

I think I could relate to some part of the story, who wouldn’t, right? its those tumultuous growing up years with so many conflicts and emotions going within us. Of friendships and love, of envy and pride, of family and the neighbourhood, being of poor or rich, the struggle to choose between one and the other, the struggle of studying and the need to excel. and we always have a friend, somehow, like Lila.

its a nostalgic storytelling of all the things mentioned above and the fact that it starts with an incident in the present before going back to the past, at first, I could not understand how all the characters mentioned in the book would bring us to the present. But it has to take some patience and appreciation that all these people meant something to the growing girls, Elena and Lila.

I am not a fan of the writing style but I am glad that there is one storyteller here. I could read from one perspective, but it would perhaps be nice to hear from Lila’s point of view too because she is the object of admiration and awe, not just to Elena, but to every boys and girls in the neighbourhood.

Towards the end of this book one, I realise I want to continue reading to the next three books and hope I could find the answers to what the first chapter of My Brilliant Friend is hinting and bringing us back to the present. And I would love to find out what happened to the marriage of Lila and Stefano, and whether Elena’s love to Nino is not one sided.

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book review: the marble collector

The Marble CollectorThe Marble Collector by Cecelia Ahern

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Marble Collector has two protagonists. Sabrina Boggs – an only daughter to estranged parents, in her early thirties, a mother with three sons and going through a tense marriage at the moment – albeit a loving husband. Perhaps she is going through some midlife crisis, perhaps trying to find an ‘adventure’ after going through this current life on a daily basis. it sort of grasp you when the novel starts with Sabrina trying to save someone at the common swimming pool she works as a lifeguard, only to realise the person didnt need saving, but realising perhaps she is the one who needed saving. Sabrina is also taking care of her father who is currently at a home recovering from stroke and memory loss.

So this is where the book inter changes, between Sabrina and Fergus Boggs. so it is interesting because we rarely see novels that tries to address the father-daughter relationship. and what will be at the heart of the story are boxes of marbles, which, to me, is quite new and interesting because i realise there is a thriving world of marbles made of glass, swirls and bloodies even olympics so to speak.

Fergus story will bring you back to the past of his childhood and the double life he lead before the stroke. it is quite heartrending because we are following this old man’s train of thoughts and memories because on a current life, he is struggling to remember. and Sabrina is struggling to relearn and connect to her father, whom she thought she knew all her life, but eventually, as she found out, leading another life which she was not a part of. and that knowledge kind of hurts, i bet, because i have the impression that Sabrina is close to her father.

i think the idea of the book is to get Sabrina finds herself through finding her father’s past, the double and new life he had after being divorced from her mother. but i guess i understood that the story is focused on her father, the main character.

i guess the book is good enough to keep me going and continue reading. i am a fan of cecelia ahern but lately her books doesnt give me that reading satisfaction. luckily the marble collector gives me a bit of that rush. it has humour and sometimes touched the heart because i feel for the character Sabrina Boggs and her need to reconnect with her father who is losing some memories. and i also feel for Fergus Boggs, his childhood memories, his ‘difficult’ life and pleasently surprised when i found out his relationship with Cat. But mostly, i am endeared by the close bond and relationship that Fergus have with his brothers, especially so with the late eldest brother, Hamish who throughout the story, is like a living ghost. rarely mentioned but there all the same because eventually it was Hamish who made Fergus who he is.

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book review: the strange library

The Strange LibraryThe Strange Library by Haruki Murakami

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Sigh..have always loved murakami and will still always love murakami. This strange library is really strange. almost like the author is just having some fun writing it. i just love the illustrations. i love the simple story (as compared to more complex storylines, think 1Q84). and i have learnt from reading murakami, don’t always expect answers. just move on reading and enjoy the fantasy.

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a tale of time being

A Tale for the Time BeingA Tale for the Time Being by Ruth Ozeki
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

i love the book. so many elements seemingly effortlessly intertwined into a beautiful story. there’s philosophy, there’s spiritual, there’s geography sciences, there’s psychology, there’s quantum physics, there’s relationships, bullying issue, and social media abuse. i mean, i feel so pleasantly overwhelmed by the many new information i am learning from a book.

here is another book that gives me a hangover when i reached the end of the story. it’s euphoric.

this is my first ruth ozeki’s and i am looking forward to reading more from her.

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Angelology

Angelology (Angelology, #1)Angelology by Danielle Trussoni
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I loved the book. Seeing that i had it in ebook and book form probably shows how much i love it, although i have to admit it was quite a drag when i first read it. I had to pause from reading it for quite awhile because i find myself unable to move on with the reading. Finally took it up again and reread the first few chapters instead of continuing from where i left off. I did not regret doing that because the story became more clearer.

It had history, thriller mystery, religion, ancient beliefs, a bit of espionage, family and love and of course, my favourite subject of the story:angels, even though they are depicted as the anti-thesis of my beliefs. Partly due to why i stopped reading it earlier was because its blasphemous. Although of course i know its fictional, i need to step back a bit.

Its mindblowing and i admire how the author was able to link everything seamlessly, almost without effort. And the whole story, although it took me weeks to finish it, the span of the story was supposed to happen in what, two days?! So many things could happen! Amazing.

I simply cannot wait to start the next book, but right now, im having a hangover after reading angelology.

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Yes. A hangover. Good books always give me this lost feeling after i finished it. I love love this book. I need at least two days to get over this hangover or otherwise any book i picked after this is going to bore me within the first page. And anyway, i think my brain needs something intelligent and non fiction after this. I know it’s yearning for something spiritually enhancing and enlightening because angelology has too much christianity and Ancient beliefs and not to say blasphemous. There’s also many things from angelology i want to google. I mean the story is fiction but the themes are not. I got to check it for myself.