book review: objects of affection

Objects of Affection by Krishna Udayasankar

My rating: 3 of 5 stars


I did not realise it is a collection of poems when i started reading it. i read it as i would short stories. being not really a literary person, i was surprised to realise that they were a collection of poems. it is something new to me and i enjoyed reading it.

at first, i read the ‘stories’ or poems, on its own until i realised when read together, or weaved in the chapters, it could be a whole story of two individuals, i mean, it is! it has to be.
i like surprises like this!

it challenges the reader to imagine as an inanimate, observing as a third ‘person’ of two lives. it is refreshing. it is intimate. i am not a fan of reading (having, sadly, found out along the way) about betrayal or extra marital affairs, i guess it tries to humanise the emotions involved. but i am sure if the chapters are read on its own, it could give glimpses of different meanings and experiences.




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it may not be everyone’s cup of tea, it certainly is not for me (storyline-wise) but i appreciate the refreshing notion of reading poems as though they were short stories and the surprise that if you put a mindset of reading the chapters together, it almost draws you in to read about the two individuals into one whole story, like a novel on its own. and with a vague ending, as all short stories are.

book review: the idiot

The Idiot

The Idiot by Elif Batuman

My rating: 1 of 5 stars


I wanted to love this book.
I think i pretty much enjoyed the first few pages and having the same eagerness of finding life in campus. but then i find it a bit too tedious to carry on.
and what make it worst…i turned to the last page…and the last paragraph really hit me.

“….They had let me down. I hadn’t learned what I had wanted to about how language worked. I hadn’t learned anything at all.”

and with that, i see no point in continuing…at the moment.. perhaps i will take it up again and indulge in it.

the idiot has sparked no joy for me. #konmari

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book review: eleanor oliphant is completely fine

Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine

Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine by Gail Honeyman

My rating: 3 of 5 stars


I was quite skeptical at first but the moment i read from the first page, it took me in. i find myself curious to learn of who this eleanor oliphant is, her routine, her life, her history, and what awaits her.
she is such a unique character, straightforward, has true common sense, independent but at the same time vulnerable and would appreciate a friendship and human contact because it’s not a luxury for her.

when she met raymond, i was curious to know how the friendship will unfold and what other experiences she had along the way. at the same time, she was having a crush to a local musician, i wanted to know what happened then, will she meet her love of her life?

there’s enough humour, wit, emotions to play about and although the ending was a bit unexpected, i find it completely made sense. if it’s soon to be a major picture, I’m looking forward to it!

it’s about being simply human, being alone or lonely, of having a pain or sadness you could not let go and having to live with it…thus how it shaped your life and perception towards others. it’s about independence and the human nature to interact. about asking for help and not endure any pain alone. about having true friendship and allowing yourself to be a social creature, even when you think you don’t need it.

it’s a book anyone could relate to, even if you are not eleanor oliphant. but everyone could have a bit of eleanor in us.



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book review: the story of the lost child

The Story of the Lost Child (The Neapolitan Novels, #4)The Story of the Lost Child by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This book took me longer to finish than i anticipated.

perhaps somewhere it gets a bit draggy. perhaps this adult life the ladies are facing were, as it was, draggy…and just leaving life, facing whatever challenges, trying to survive in a hard world.

elena’s life turned out fine at the end, and sadly lila’s, not so much, i guess.

such turnaround. how the ladies’ cycle of life is like the opposites of each other. like when lila’s was having a much better life with a booming computer business, elena’s seem to go in a turmoil with a divorce leaving her and her daughters trying to lead a life back home, and a fling with and old crush. and then it moves the other way round. the only time they were parallel in their lives were when they were both pregnant with baby girls a month’s apart.

the peak of the story seems to be the loss of lila’s daughter without a trace, which i find it frustrating more than sad. because why would this happen? where is the logic of this story going? how is it possible that the child disappeared without a trace. it was like a jigsaw puzzle that doesnt seem to fit in anywhere in this whole story. more than anything, i just wanted the child to be found and alive and i wanted a happy ending for both lenu and lila!

you know what, the author needs to have a #5 for this series and tell me that they found lila and tina! please!

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book review: those who leave and those who stay

Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay (The Neapolitan Novels, #3)Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Oh My God!

the ending is so unexpected! i have been rooting for Lenu to end with Nino since day one. and it finally happened!! except that it was not in the circumstances i would have imagined.

well the third instalment of elena ferrante’s story since My Brilliant Friend. i was satisfied that this time around, more focus was given to Lenu herself and her family. we get to have a bit more scenes that tries to portray the relationship between her and her mother. i am happy that her family got more mention, with her sister Elisa suddenly came on into the spotlight towards the end.

i am left satisfied because the previous two books felt like it focused so much on Lila. so this third one feels like it gives more insight on Lenu’s adult life and her frustrations and struggles of being in marriage, with an aloof husband and two daughters, juggling these many roles as well as the difficulties of trying to continue writing but failing to do so.

however, the twist of fates in their lives gives the impression that now Lila is getting the better of their worlds with her involvement and skills in handling modern machines, and now its Elena who is being the lesser of two, juggling her life.

however, this time around, i found some passages which i felt describe this complicated friendship between Lenu and Lila.

“I had been conditioned by my education, which had shaped my mind, my voice. To what secret pacts with myself had i consented, just to excel. And now, after the hard work of learning, what must i unlearn. Also, I had been forced by the powerful presence of Lila to imagine myself as I was not. I was added to her, and I felt mutilated as soon as I removed myself. Not an idea, without Lila. Not a thought I trusted, without the support of her thought. Not an image. I had to accept myself outside of her. The gist was that. Accept that I was an average person.What should i do. Try again to write. Maybe I didn’t have the passion, I merely limited myself to carrying out a task. So don’t write anymore. Find some job. Or act the lady, as my mother said. Shut myself up in the family. Or turn everything upside down. House. Children. Husband.

Although this last statement is giving us a teaser on what is going to happened at the end of this period. as I would find out at the end.

Also Pietro’s description of Lila is on point. “…she wasn’t at all my friend, that she hated me, that she was extraordinarily intelligent, that she was fascinating, but her intelligence had been put to bad use – it was the evil intelligence that sows discord and hates life – and her fascination was the more intolerable, the fascination that enslaves and drives a person to ruin.”

and this part!! I don’t understand how your relationship could have lasted so long, obviously you’ve carefully hidden from each other anything that could rupture it.

to end the beautiful pieces.”My becoming was a becoming in her wake. I had to start again to become, but for myself, as an adult, outside of her.” Yes Lenu, Yes. about time. Finally you understood this.

being almost like an observer to these characters, following their lives. i am glad i picked up My Brilliant Friend some months ago and got hooked to the Neapolitan dramas.

Now that i am moving on to the final book, i feel like i do not want in to end.

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after dark

After DarkAfter Dark by Haruki Murakami
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Who can make a night of about 12 hours and be fully engaged on stories. he can.

I am pleasantly surprised that this book kept me engaged throughout, and who would have thought that so many things can happened in a night?

a girl ‘running’ away from home, choosing to read a thick book in cafes, an absolute introvert, a chance meeting with her sister’s friend and then got involved in helping a foreign girl being hit in a love hotel, deepening friendships and personal reveals. it’s a one-night adventure.

and all this while, trying to understand and find out what happened to her sister who have been sleeping and have not woken up for two months since.

at the end, it is, a story of two sisters finding their way back to each other, after feeling estranged from one another because of their different personalities and pursues. it really touches me, when at the end, the girl came back to her sister, still peacefully sleeping, and slept beside her sister.

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book review: the improbability of love

The Improbability of LoveThe Improbability of Love by Hannah Mary Rothschild

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I didnt think i would fall in love with this book. lol. the irony of it. it is one book i wished i had bought it instead of borrowing it from the local library. but i am definitely glad that i picked it up after a quick glance through the ‘R’ shelves. Usually i would rush through a book on loan because i have to catch up with the return date, but with this one, i chose to slow down to devour it page by page and wished it had not ended.

So many things i love about the book, so rich and flows so beautifully from one chapter to another, even the change from one character to another feels flawless. from Annie, to Jesse, to Barty, Winkleman, to Moi the most important painting ever and even to out of nowhere russian Vlad. each character seems to be given their fair share of voice although Annie is the main person because, really, this whole ‘mess’ starts from her purchasing an apparently valuable art piece from a junk shop.

effortlessly sifting through relationships, mother-daughter love hate relationship, father-daughter vs employer employee, deep loyalty and trust, heritage and culture, that titles does not equate to fortune and wealth, honesty and deceit, art and food interlaced beautifully. it is mainly about just being human no matter who you are, i go through past and present like a dream of storytellings, humour and pain felt so normal and original there is no pretense in the characters.

i am not a foodie nor do i know anything about the art world, but reading this book, i could appreciate these two worlds. finished the book feeling satisfied after a sumptuous delectable dinner, leaving me with such fine tastes, i am full but i dont mind a bit more.

it is a beautiful world, after all.

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Review: Luka and the Fire of Life

Luka and the Fire of Life
Luka and the Fire of Life by Salman Rushdie
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I have no flaws with this book. Salman Rushdie is a great writer and this book, which is, to be honest, my first Rushdie’s book. i had Midnight’s children but i didnt get to read it because i watched the film. and i wouldnt have read any of his book if i had not had that rare opportune of seeing one of his title at the local library, which is what happened one of the days back. i had his titles on the to-be -read or to-be-borrowed even to-buy list for so long.

this is one book i was so surprised to see on the library shelf and his other latest book, which caught me by surprise (because it’s always on loan or something) i had to borrow it then and then.

i love the book, such a story teller like the Shah of Blahs himself. loved the simplicity of a life lead a family of performers, loved that stroke of magic from Luka that caused his life to turn out to be an adventure (except that i didnt know at first i could have read Haroun story before Luka’s because Haroun is his elder brother and had an adventure of his own, i am so going to look for that book after this).

Loved all the characters and i feel like my mind is blown away with all the imagination and fantasy it had to have roiling through my brain like a movie. speaking of which, i wish someone will turn this into a film! i would have loved to see how everything materialise!

it was an enjoyable read and i feel like i am together with Luka in this adventure all the way, every step of the way! its like a magical fantasy bed time story for adults. except that i am sure it would be perfect for children too.

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book review: my name is lucy barton

My Name Is Lucy BartonMy Name Is Lucy Barton by Elizabeth Strout

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

It could have been a beautiful story but it isnt for me. None of the characters seem to give an impact to me, simply said they don’t matter.

Lucy was hospitalised and her mother whom she had not spoken to or met with came to visit her. And the memories shared were just small bits and pieces, and some neighbour gossips which i dont think they matter at all. What would be the significance of mentioning these people? I still don’t know who her father is, her mother still, even with her being the most important character. And who is lucy’s current husband, again?

Short flashes of memories. No emotional attachment. And then sudden fast forward to a present or future as though in a hurry to finish the book. Which i pretty felt the same. Finished the book in one setting.

Perhaps the book require the readers to ponder and think about Lucy’s experiences to fully appreciate it. But it does not gripped me as much as i expected it to be, although its a nice read.

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book review: the vegetarian

The VegetarianThe Vegetarian by Han Kang

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

It took me a while to write a review of this Man Booker winner. It is my first time reading a book written by a Korean author, translated. i have mostly read Haruki Murakami before, so it was a nice change to read from another asian author. but i cant help thinking how very haruki-ish the Vegetarian is. not that i’m complaining.

The protagonist was in a way, not a protagonist. her only ‘voice’ was of her retelling of her dreams. her ‘physical’ story is told by three different characters throughout, span into three chapters at different periods of her time. One was her story through her husband’s eyes and experience, which i quite heart wrenching. as a husband who had, till then, had a good marriage life with his wife, suddenly find him not quite knowing who the woman he had loved and married. this is when the protagonist started to have dreams which then changed her into a vegetarian, in a society that loves their beef and kimchis. i could really feel this husband’s frustration and confusion on what caused his wife to change, and not knowing how to deal with the situation, or how to help his wife. like a dead end, a desperation. and through out this ordeal, i have the impression that his wife is nonchalant about her change, that it seems perfectly normal to her to be a vegetarian and do not see the need to explain to her husband, or her family members of what made her change her dietary, much to the anger of her father. this highlights the night they had a family dinner and the her father, out of anger and frustration, tried to forced her to eat meat. at first, i do think, it is ridiculous how she changed because of a dream, and then i felt that is totally cruel to abuse and force her to eat what she deemed repulsive and abhor.

and then we moved on to a next face of her life, which now she is divorced and living alone, going through medication, taken care of by her elder sister. but this time, through the ‘eyes’ of her brother in law. which was at times, i find the experience abominable. but still, again, yeong hye, the vegetarian, goes through this phase devoid of feelings and values. except her fascination to the plants and flowers painted on her body by the brother in law. but here, i do not sympathise with either yeong hye or her brother in law. i find both of them ridiculous. there is pseudo passion, avoidable intimacy if only the brother in law was in the right state of mind.

the next chapter would be my fave as it is told by her elder sister, In hye. this i could relate as a big sister, trying to bring the family together, to taking responsibility over her little sister’s predicament and her own marriage marred by both her sister and husband. despite all, still forgiving to her sister’s innocuous act. still trying to love her and understand her needs, trying to do what is best for her little sister, but unable to comprehend what she is actually going through. and here, i feel like i am behind her sister, somewhat trying to whisper her to move on and be strong, calm and patient.

Reading The Vegetarian, gives me questions of mainly exactly what Yeong hye is going through, what is she thinking actually, was she even aware of what is happening around her. it felt like she is just going a trance, unable to bring herself out of the blanket and lead her life ‘normal’. Was she sad or happy? perhaps in the book, it gives the impression that she is totally embracing her thoughts and lifestyle, fully satisfied with her life and what she is to become. but really, if she is having some different inner thoughts, what does she see through her own eyes?

and as haruki style, you don’t quite know what actually happened at the end. leaves you hanging to decide what you wish to. the story grips me, wishing to find more and more what is going to happen to her all the way to end. and it is not always that i manage to read a Man Booker book fresh after it is announced as the winner and i a quite lucky to have been able to borrow the book from the local library, knowing it has a long list of reservations. i can safely say i might have found another author i could look forward to reading her next book.

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