book review: room

RoomRoom by Emma Donoghue

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Room is full of emotion and empathy throughout reading it. I read this, long after the hype of its movie tie-in, which i thankfully have not gotten the chance to watch yet. But after reading it, i am looking forward to watch it! there is a lot of thinking, Jack’s train of thoughts that make me wonder how the movie does it.

At first I thought it quite a dread to be reading descriptions after descriptions of things in Room, the small environment that Jack knew and grew up with till he turned five. I learnt, though, that those play quite an important role for us to understand the world according to Jack. I laughed, I teared, I felt the emotion that the author tries to deliver.

Only it left me wondering what kind of a person his mother really is, to understand her thoughts and feelings, what she is going through, because Room is really just about Jack’s thoughts and experiences.

Room does not really tugged the heart and wrenches me much, although I feel a lot of sympathy to Jack and his Ma. I think the story is pretty much a love between mother and her son, a child’s innocent take about the world. but the background of the story leave you a little disappointed and expecting more.

just grateful I just borrowed the book and not purchased it out of movie pressure.

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i had the chance of watching the movie. i made time for it. because reading through it makes me excited to see how it will be with real actors and situations. and i did not regret reading it first before watching the movie.

the first thing that i realise is that, i am very generous with my imagination. Room was bigger in my head, room actually looked like a room, living room style in my head, even with all the descriptions written in the book that it was a shed and all. so i was really taken by a pleasant surprise at what it actually was. i like it when that happened. like how my imagination can be distorted sometimes and a movie would make it better. i am also glad at how good the actors were in the movie. especially for Joy’s character because i wasnt able to grasp her feelings and emotions so much in the book. so i take in all her expressions and tones from the movie whole heartedly. and Jack the actor was really, excellent, able to make us believe a little on who and how Jack was brought up.

even though there are some parts not similar to the book, and i honestly thought that the time Jack ran away from the van is totally dramatic in my head, but it was actually quite ‘easy’ in the movie. and while i imagines it was Oprah doing the interview with Joy, it wasnt; i can very well vouch that this film gives me the feels. my heart goes to Jack. a lot of emotions and how a little boy thinks within his scope of living in a small room. i am just amazed and wondered how Joy got through it all. I wished they had explored a bit more on that.

Overall 3.5 out of 5 Seri scala.

book review: my brilliant friend

My Brilliant Friend (The Neapolitan Novels, #1)My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

it took a while for me to grow into this book. had to force myself to finish the first few parts before gradually immerse myself into the characters, and read the story a Elena Greco sees them.

I think I could relate to some part of the story, who wouldn’t, right? its those tumultuous growing up years with so many conflicts and emotions going within us. Of friendships and love, of envy and pride, of family and the neighbourhood, being of poor or rich, the struggle to choose between one and the other, the struggle of studying and the need to excel. and we always have a friend, somehow, like Lila.

its a nostalgic storytelling of all the things mentioned above and the fact that it starts with an incident in the present before going back to the past, at first, I could not understand how all the characters mentioned in the book would bring us to the present. But it has to take some patience and appreciation that all these people meant something to the growing girls, Elena and Lila.

I am not a fan of the writing style but I am glad that there is one storyteller here. I could read from one perspective, but it would perhaps be nice to hear from Lila’s point of view too because she is the object of admiration and awe, not just to Elena, but to every boys and girls in the neighbourhood.

Towards the end of this book one, I realise I want to continue reading to the next three books and hope I could find the answers to what the first chapter of My Brilliant Friend is hinting and bringing us back to the present. And I would love to find out what happened to the marriage of Lila and Stefano, and whether Elena’s love to Nino is not one sided.

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book review: glass sword

Glass Sword (Red Queen, #2)Glass Sword by Victoria Aveyard

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

Very seldom i get to read series one after another. I had somewhat appreciated the story in Red Queen and was honestly eager to continue with Glass Sword.

I was however, reading Glass Sword reminded me of why i didnt read YA in the first place. I wanted to like the book but also somehow taken a bit bored and took much motivation to finish it because half way through it feels like im reading redundancy.

I am absolutely not in love with Mare’s character when i wanted so much to feel her. Cal described her in page 394 and i very much share his sentiments.

I do like the different characters of newbloods they ‘recruited’ and a sudden introduction to what is known as Ardents but perhaps to explore and ‘show’ their abilities would probably drag the story longer.

The ending is kind of expectedly disappointing. It feels like after all this hardwork of treading and reading and this is the end?!

I am guessing there will be a sequel, right? It doesnt seem like Cal has a part in the ending. Because he has to be the hero, not Mare.

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book review: red queen

Red Queen (Red Queen, #1)Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

i have to admit this is the first YA book that i actually finished reading! not even Hunger games has that effect on me, despite following the hunger games movies. and i have never even touched the divergent series.

of course, most YA moves along similar storylines and somewhere along reading Red Queen, i cannot helped but being reminded of both the movies mentioned above, with a bit of x-men (the mutants concept) in between and some royalty fantasy. So in a way, Red Queen and the next books coming after this is a mix of everything YA, but surprisingly quite a unique storyline on its own.

i am definitely surprised at myself for actually completing the book, although i am pretty sure that what made me pick up and bought the book (and the Glass Sword together) are the many bookstagrams accounts i follow at IG.

the book just gets more complicated by the pages because really, once i thought i pretty much get where the story is going, it twists and turns, keeps me motivated to know where this is going. i love the descriptions of the places in the book, i appreciated how the characters unfold themselves so that readers could really understand and sometimes foresee how the characters are thinking and behaving. but i believe more will unfold in the next book.

learning that there are two types of people the silvers and the reds, i like the idea that there is a ‘new generation’ coming out of humanity to bring back equality. it’s about a red girl from a humble background thrown into situations and consequences that eventually leading her finding out about her true self and the reality of the world and its hidden secrets underground going on within the walls of silver royalty. unexpectedly and tragically, the end will bring her to a fate of war she never imagined she, not just be a part of, but could very well lead.

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book review: good omens

Good Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, WitchGood Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch by Terry Pratchett

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Oh well. it was a fun read. one that didnt require me to think too much but rather just plainly enjoy the whole story. the one that amazes me most when reading a terry pratchett are the characters with made up names that is out of this world. reading good omens just make me feel how serious we have become and reading it brings me back to almost childlike innocent imagination, albeit addressing a very ‘adult’ issue of the end of the world.

i am glad it had a happy ending. 🙂

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book review: the strange library

The Strange LibraryThe Strange Library by Haruki Murakami

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Sigh..have always loved murakami and will still always love murakami. This strange library is really strange. almost like the author is just having some fun writing it. i just love the illustrations. i love the simple story (as compared to more complex storylines, think 1Q84). and i have learnt from reading murakami, don’t always expect answers. just move on reading and enjoy the fantasy.

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off the page

Off the PageOff the Page by Jodi Picoult
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

it was a bit too YA for me and for awhile i dreaded reading through the lamentations of love and uncertainty that happened between delilah and oliver as teenage lovers.

From where we left off in Between The Lines, Oliver safe off the page and Delilah living her dream life of having a high school prince lover. all those teenage love rivalry and frustration is there although we have a happily ever after idea all along.

so things go well for a bit until Edgar, the human boy who is now living in the fairy tale have some leadership issues and his mother the author of the book apparently dying from cancer. some switches happen along the way including Delilah’s best friend Jules got into the book.

however, i felt there are some unfairness in the way that since Jules is quite a major character here, falling in love with Edgar, i thought she should be given the right to share her point of view, as a protagonist. and i did wonder how this whole switch-human-book character going to turn out, because i am no longer on Delilah’s side of hoping she can get her happy ending. i wonder what is going to happen to Jules? is it not unfair now to let Jules go through what Delilah went through? of course it also shows great friendship from Jules to ‘sacrifice’ leaving with Edgar inside the book now. i just felt we totally left Jules out just to give a happy ending for Delilah and Oliver, sounds a bit tad selfish.

also the two months after portion is really just to give people like me a ‘it’s ok everything is fine, don’t think too much’ haha.

i still feel Jules must have a say for herself.

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what i appreciate from this book are some quotes that quite touch the heart.

“What would you do if you only had one day left in this world? Spend it with the people you love? Travel to the far corners of the earth to see as many wonders as possible? eat nothing but chocolate?
Would you apologize for all your mistakes? Would you stand up to those you’d never had the courage to face? Would you tell your secret crush that you loved him or her?
Why is it that we wait till the last minute to do the things we should be doing all along?

“Everyone has a story…What you do, what you say, how you carry the plot, just might leave a mark on someone. Because that’s what stories do. They help you escape and they give you the chance to do things you never imagined you would or could.”

“…she somehow is able to create a story that is exactly what the reader needs at the moment she is reading. what one person takes away from a book might be different from what the next person takes away – almost as if the story is altered depending on who’s reading, where and when…..the real question is who’s doing the changing: the story, or the reader”

point on.

colorless tsukuru tazaki

Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of PilgrimageColorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage by Haruki Murakami
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

very haruki to leave us in the dark of whether sara accepted tazaki or otherwise. i am devastated by that fact that i have no answer to the ending when i was looking forward to it so much.

it was about tsukuru tazaki, colourless only because his name does not have ‘colours’ in him, whereby, in high school he was part of a close knit group of five friends. however, he was struck off from this group with just one phonecall and with no explanation whatsoever. hurt and depressed, tsukuru thought of death at the same time, living his life monotonously, albeit successfully achieving his dream of working at train stations. Years of pilgrimage probably refers to his 16 years of enduring this hurt. When he met Sara, on the verge of going deeper into the relationship, she suggested on finding his friends and requested tsukuru to find out what really happened between him and his friends.

he took up her suggestion and returned back to his hometown, meeting with two of his guy friends, taking a ‘virgin’ trip to finland to meet with one of the girl friends. unfortunately the fourth member of the group passed away many years ago and the story now diverge to revolve around the fourth member. tsukuru probably understood only half the reason of why they ditched him because eventually, the dead holds the answer. the good thing about his meetings then was to finally understand it is not entirely his fault that he was left out. perhaps that brings to him a new positive realisation to face his own demons.

however, somehow i am able to relate to tazaki a lot more. i understood perfectly how he felt of being ‘rejected’ by a group of close friends. of the pain he went through to kind of understand what really happened and how he felt he is the victim. and then toughened up to be independent of friends and relationships.

i could never imagined that the book is actually about friendships, lost and found, of finding questions unanswered, of loneliness, of forgiveness when not given and in search of an understanding when wronged.

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of course i was able to relate to tsukuru. i understood very well about being left out without any particular reason just like that. i so understood that. i also understood the journey of emotions he had just to digest what actually happened and finally became immune to it and learn to live with it but perhaps became a deep-rooted feeling he had to finally face up straight in order to come clean.

i also understood the ‘need’ to reconnect with friends when in your thirties. because now that i am in my thirties, i felt i should find back some of my friends i’ve lost and what do i know, i managed to, this year especially. i was able to reconcile with two friends i missed so much. and i am so happy and actually surprised that i did. i am never going to let them go. although the story also told of no matter how close you were once, there exist a spot of awkwardness when you meet your friends again for the first time after years of disconnect.

i also understood the feeling of loss and loneliness. of being alone in a crowd.

and i finally realise haruki’s style of writing. he will always have philosophy thrown in and some cool classics piece that his characters are obsessed with (and in turn makes me want to listen to these pieces) and there is a tendency of his characters having to deal with emotions and intuition and some spiritual, in the midst of straightforward human nature and responses.

i guess that’s what makes me enjoy reading his books, regardless of poor ratings.

a tale of time being

A Tale for the Time BeingA Tale for the Time Being by Ruth Ozeki
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

i love the book. so many elements seemingly effortlessly intertwined into a beautiful story. there’s philosophy, there’s spiritual, there’s geography sciences, there’s psychology, there’s quantum physics, there’s relationships, bullying issue, and social media abuse. i mean, i feel so pleasantly overwhelmed by the many new information i am learning from a book.

here is another book that gives me a hangover when i reached the end of the story. it’s euphoric.

this is my first ruth ozeki’s and i am looking forward to reading more from her.

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we are all completely beside ourselves

We Are All Completely Beside OurselvesWe Are All Completely Beside Ourselves by Karen Joy Fowler
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I am surprised i loved reading it. the stories, although in flashbacks and such, was smooth reading. it is one of the books which makes me cry, laugh, surprised and anticipating for what is going to happen next. i love the play with words, big words. and especially appreciated the emotions put in the story. of a family lost and found. of an extraordinary love, the memories, the guilt, the uncertainty, its all very relatable to us. even though the character revolve within the story is about a sister Fern. i am surprised we could love Fern so much from Rose’s memories and desire to reunite with her brother and sister Fern.

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