Right..I just want to say something… I just don’t know what the heck is wrong with this friend have…or used to.. iguess, i don’t know. The last time this friend sent me an email was like two months ago…then I replied to that two months ago email (which is by the way, came out BLANK) and I believed I sent one again…but WALLAHI, no reply from the friend.. and then I was browsing this friend’s friendster and saw that there’s few pics and guess what…it has the background of KLCC, which means this friend might have been to this very KL and not a single word to me?? And I’m not the only friend he has here, there’s a few others even….not a single word?? And it was just last year that he was so eager to come here but he wasn’t able to and now that he might be here, he said zero word to me.

And what’s making me somewhat angered was those KLCC pics were not in his friendster anymore and I just messaged him asking whether he was in KL. He was online but no reply to that. Some friend he is!! Is something wrong between us?? Seriously, we used to be close before…and i didn’t see him for a whole freaking 11 months and…. i was so looking forward for his return from somewhere from the other side of the world and he seems to be treating me like a nobody. Where is the old he?

Strictly speaking…if he’s trying to ignore me or avoiding me because he thinks I’m expecting something from him…he WAS right I’m expecting him, but he’s wrong now. I have lost all faith or hope in him…and I’m not even hurt. All those pseudo tears and wasted ink meant nothing to me now. There are so many things that I have to do…I just hope that he still remembers the friendship that we had, that I was there through his hard times, those emails, those long distance calls. I know he has so many other friends…but I do not think that he will be the one to ever hurt me.