My first paper…in English. Two previous papers were in Arab and I did not put high hopes on either and today’s Social Change and Development paper, in the language that I feel I can express better but still…I’m kind of disappointed with myself. Wallahua’lam how I answered the questions and I think I’m just babbling nothing on the paper. I’m hoping for the generosity of the lecturer. I don’t know what is happening to my academic progress this semester. Had been too busy with IRKHS Soc and MRC and ASSIIUM, too busy with those. I’m beginning to resent ever being associated with these. Then again, I love my progs. It’s just that it’s affecting my studies worst than I had expected. 4 more papers to go, and life have to move on since I can’t turn back time to the start of the semester. Hope for a better one next semester.