Back in IIUM and faced with three midterm exams!! Well, I think I did well for my Methods of Da’wah test, not sure for the other two which was Qur’anic Prophetic Texts and Social Control and which!!! For Soca Control I could have done better!! I do not know why but I’ve been reading a lot on it but I couldn’t seem to remember the points well and mixed up all the theories!! DAMN!! And the ever so forgetful me forgot that I had one soca control extra class way back before thebreak and surprise surprise, there’s a question on the lesson taught on that ‘fateful’ class!!! And the so ever forgetful me forgot that Prof will be giving fill-in-the-blanks kind of questions and so all that I need to do was read the points he gave instead of reading the whole thing, like it was going to be long essay questions!!! Oh my Lord, have I done badly in the test??? I think I have two more quizzes to go for this class and therefore I’m going to do better in them.

For QPT, Ustaz came in late, and he gave only one question which, after he announced it, the first thing that came to mind was ‘kepala otak ah!!’ Not to the Ustaz but to the question, because it was so unexpected!! I hope I answered well but…..

Whatever it is, I’m done with all the tests and now will be concentrating on my assignments. There’s three to go. Thank Lord, I’m not busy with programmes, except there will be an intermahallah debate, which I’m not that enthusiastic to be busy with but of course I cannot run from it!

Kak Mizah came last week with her fiance, Abg Alamak@Man and we went to this restaurant with an additional person who, I don’t know why but something’s just not right. Because it was supposed to be the five of us and Abg Man ONLY and I know this person had to be there just because we need someone to drive us and need two cars because there’s a total of six of us and plus him= 7. Mint had asked me about asking him along and I was not very sure about it, and thought maybe hafiz tomok may be a better choice because tomok was like one of the ‘girls’ among us five and he is more closer us all. But Mint was faster and had asked him already before I could suggest tomok. But why wasn’t I happy having him along? And seriously right at this very moment I am so not in a mushy or teasy mood, like for example, there’s nothing funny when Mint or Qadr teased me with him. Seriously not funny and deep in me, actually hoping I won’t see him these few days. Why this mood?? And knowing that he actually knows qadr’s number and had called her asking where is, not me, but Mint. He called me too but not for the sake of calling me!! But to ask where is Mint and I know it was only about a camera but it’s like he calls everybody now?? But again ME, why the moodiness?? And throughout the outing with K.Mizah and A.Man, I was so not the good me. My reason to them was I had a test and did not sleep since we arrived that morning and feeling tired. And another thing was I don’t like to think that he thinks he’s one of us now, or like there’s really something going on between me and him because my friends are his friends now. Don’t blame me but he’s the one who’s going to be leaving after this semester and it’s his fault for not doing something earlier rather than now and so I don’t want to be too involved. And I’m not going to start going out every other weekend abd be spending money on useless and time wasting things! Please!! I don’t have the money!! It’s just shit lah!!!

I’m just not in a romantic mood at the moment.

And I’m thinking Indera Bangsawan – the monkey prince.
Ok,ok Indera Bangsawan is this old Malay film with my favourite old-time hero -JINS SHAMSUDIN, he’s Indera Bangsawan, a handsome wise and strong prince who turned himself into a monkey to be a companion and at the same time, protecting a beautiful princess as ordered by his mystic grandfather. So yeah, he’s my Monkey Prince, Indera Bangsawan.
Another would be Dandan Setia, the fairy-Charmed prince, because this prince was the cousin to a princess(duhh) who was a reincarnation of a bidadari/dewa-dewi.

So when is my prince coming???

Just admit it, I’m still thinking of that major character.