i was sad today but feeling much better out of a sudden. I need motivation just to stay happy and I hope today i will get to email rezza afterall. And right now i’m using the apple PCs in itd lab under whoever’s account who forgot to log off. I don’t know why the Apples are not accepting my matric number. everytime i insert in my matric number and password, it will do this jiggle shake like someone saying a big NO ENTRY! I always felt offended when it did that!

well i’m just back from an Ummi night organized by IRK Society. And even though I’m already a sub committee and there and it’s not like the exco-s didn’t know me well, but i was there representing ASSIIUM, because they are inviting presidents of students coming from souteast asian countries and since the singapore prez couldn’t come himself, i’m representing him since i’m ASSIIUM’s secretary. But no problem, irk society is like family to me, yeah right~ and furthermore, i haven’t been attending irk soc’s meetings since i became their sub committee, so why not make myself present for once. and there were 4 students from philippines and they were so nice, especially the sisters. they speak fluent english and very strong with their faith considering they are a minority back in their country and still struggling for their rights. ALLAH bless them.

So i hope we the singaporean muslim leaders in the making will not be complacent and strive for the betterment of the muslim ummah in singapore. Our biggest challenge would be to stay steadfast among globalisation and westernization and secularism. And to help our fellow brothers and sisters who are straying back to the right path. I’m feeling like a true da’ie already, insya ALLAH.

Whatever it is I’m staying happy today and onwards and look at life as a new adventure with dear moments no matter how dreadful it may be. I feel like a burden lifted off me and the cloudiness in my head seem to disappear with just a touch of sunlight coming through. It’s beautiful.