I was going to let out everything here. feeling real heartbroken, and some of the girls know the reason, even nasir seh.. (A certain person I happen to know at langkawi who really struck a chord at my guitar, heh, in my heart and I really like but sayang seribu kali sayang, he’s attached) and what’s making it worse, the girl beside me is listening to My Immortal. The ones that I really like either went away, or found out that they’re attached or suddenly back again after saying they’ve broken up, and the ones who made themselves seemingly obvious to me, they’re just disappointing. Totally. Not enough care and concern, and no work done. Instead, one that is so far away and I don’t even know how he looks like, shows that he cares. What is happening??

I’m so heartbroken.