a train of black under the grey skies. the two hours of queueing up and eavesdropping to blond and accented teens. holding hands, don’t lose me babes! and two seconds away from a human stampede.
the music is all i hear. the moshing did not matter, the shouting did not matter. i’m in my own world. a thousand thoughts running thru my mind.

so this is their world. what makes them young people happy. what ‘heals’ their souls. i wonder how their life is beyond those superficial laughters and shouts.

no more standing. no more losing control. i’m just glad i had my friends with me. thank you dears for making my romance a reality. still taking it all in. masih belum berpijak di bumi nyata.

let me get back to where i once was. where’s me? hello me!!

have i sinned?