I have been waiting for this day for so long. For so many weeks I have missed it because of either classes or some other things. And I have been waiting for this day which I thought I got to watch CHARMED…..but my hopes are dashed!! Some Turkish girls wanted to watch some cooking show!! A cooking show at night!! And I missed Charmed so much!!! I am so heartbroken!!!

Charmed aside….my brain is actually exhausted today. I had two brain draining classes, Religion and Islamic Ethics, both of which have some serious issues for discussion. On Religion, we discussed about Christianity which was very much confusing with all their history facts and the doctrines and the denominations~ And later in Ethics, we had some Kantian ethics and utilitarianism and comparing them with Islamic ethics. I am truly exhausted. And seriously I need a lot of reading to do!! Not only for exams, but for knowledge sake itself. And learning Religion is just not enough for one semester. There’s still a lot of things that need clarifications, I watched videos on them, but that may just confuse me more! And let’s not forget Judaism, which I haven’t really master them. Exhausting!

So just to let out stress, I went to Wangsa Maju JJ Mall, alone… I needed to be alone, no mood for any chitchats, took some money, had lunch and STARBUCKS!! And now I’m here at the CC, doing some blogging and adding pictures to mypicjournal. Supposedly to watch CHARMED but….

And at the moment, I am still angry and disappointed at someone. He said it himself he would email me again, after that ‘apology’ on already three blank messages, but until now, there’s no sign of it!! And why should I send him one when I’m still not cooled down over this, I thought he would be smart enough to send one real email, not through friendster, but that is yet to arrive from him. I’m just waiting for one, see what he’ll do. I’m truly fed up that whenever I send a message to him, he replied, but came out blank. Three times already!! My patience has its limit~ And he took it for granted that I’m ok with that when actually I am VERY disappointed that I couldn’t read what he wrote!!! And I don’t know if he ever wondered that and cared~ So at the moment until I can find the heart to write one for him, I’m keeping quiet. It’s really hard to get myself back to ‘normal’ once I’m angry or disappointed at things. A lot of self-coaxings need to be done, and I have no time for that now that I’m busy with exams.

And another thing, I saw an old friend of mine who is now his ‘friend’. I don’t know who invited who but she’s there in his account. And why it disturbed me so much? I don’t know. Well, I ‘ve got history with this girl. Some old secondary school silly issue with her….briefly- I liked a guy, and this guy supposedly like me, she knew I liked this guy alot and suddenly before I knew it, she was exchanging phone numbers with this guy and surprise, surprise Seri, she went steady with this guy…and which she didn’t tell me but instead a godsister told me and this guy’s friends confirmed it. I was so heartbroken, that a ‘good friend’ would do this to me…but what’s done is done, I have no desire to fight over a guy, who was not a very smart guy actually, and end of the story. So now, I don’t know why it disturbed me that she’s his friend?? Is it that I don’t want history happening again. Who knows what she’s going to do now, that is if she knows I’m his friend. And another thing, she can add him as a friend, and not me?? Ok, these things are just making me angry and I just don’t want to think about it, if I can ever avoid it!!! But who am I to question? Aaarrrggghhh!!!! One thing leads to another!!

I’ll just stop.

Went to Timesquare on Sunday and had a fantastic time!!! An all girls’ day and only us. Me, Kak Miza, Mint, Mah, Qadar and her friends- Farhana and later Kak Dewi joined us, who just reached here from Singapore. And I was the ‘cutest hottest’ chick of the day!!! hehe, it’s just that I got to wear a new darky pinky dress which my mother bought for me and my new Adidas Campus sneakers!!

It’s my first time to Timesquare and it’s a huge place! With too many shops you got bored just wandering and windowshopping! The attraction was an indoor theme park. Like there’s a roller coaster and a few other cool rides which I didn’t get to try any!! Why, don’t ask..

We took a bus to Pudu and then walked to Timesquare, which was quite dangerous since we walked in between buses. Had lunch, windowshopped and then we went to Low Yat Plaza, something like the Sim Lim Square of Singapore. All about computers and anything digital and the place was crowded!! Mint wanted to buy some laptop accessories. Then just nearby was Bukit Bintang and Sungai Wang, which was something like Far East Plaza, all the cool people and cool shops are there. Mint wanted to buy some And 1 (basketball-hiphop brand) for someone special. Yeah, it’s all about Mint doing the shopping~ So this Echo Park shop was cool and right beside it was another cool shop with one cool handsome salesguy!! Windowshopping~

And as always, wherever we went, there’s sure to be some funny thing that we did that might attract attention unintentionally. Ok, we were at this games corner and there was this couple playing some kind of music game of drums, so they were playing it with a funny song and we were like watching them intently, and when they finished playing, all of us, spontaneously, without plan, applaused the couple for finishing the music game. And everyone turned at us, even the couple themselves were surprised. But seriously, we didn’t plan it~ The act just happened, we were surprised at ourselves!

And then we walked to Lot 10, everything is so near to each other~ We ate at Mcdonald’s and Mint treated us to Secret Recipe cakes for EACH ONE of us. Bless her.

So the whole day was spent outside, but we had fun, since it’s going to be the last outing for the semester because we will be having exams in 10 days!!!

Didn’t sleep the whole of last night….Went to Aili and Za’s room to watch Peter Pan(!!!!) music videos on vcd!! Aaarrgghhh!! it’s a pirated vcd, there’s bound to be something wrong with it like thesame vidoe for two very different songs, and the wrong lyrics for the karaoke~ Stupid. Still, I enjoy it, ARIEL!!! Fave vid – Ada apa denganmu, Mungkin Nanti, Semua tentang kita.
Oh yeah, Shasha and kak Sar was there too. People are all loving Peter pan now!!!

And after drooling over Ariel, we watched Son of the Mask, which was supposed to be funny but we don’t exactly enjoyed it, other than the CUTE little baby!!! Most of the antics are exaggerated and it’s not Jim Carrey!! A violent movie it is~ But the baby is so cute!!! And then we chatted the whole night till 6am!!! From boys to marriages to kids nowadays and so many other things. I found it ‘enlighting’ talking to them. Like a refreshment or something like that. Because of the tests (which totally bubbled me) and the same type of people that I hang around with, so it’s a new thing to be hanging out with them. And now I’m ready to start a new day!!

Exams in two weeks’ time.

And the Singapore Futsal Girls’ team won the match again last night!!! I am so proud of them!! I’m having a sorethroat now for shouting too much last night but it’s not wasted since they won!!! And it’s well-deserved because it was a fast and hard match!!! The Indonesian girls were terribly fast and slick and it seems that they know the game very well now, compared to past matches. The girls were good. I had fun supporting them!!

The brothers’ team was not so good in the first match. They lost to Thailand 4-0!! Then the Indonesia lost to Thailand 4-0!! And then Singapore won to Indonesia 2-1!!! And that’s because our spirit were better after the girls’ won their match. Whatever the scores, we had fun and the most important thing was the friendship built between the three countries!! And may that lasts!

Go orange!!!

The test that was a matter of life and death for me….Religion test. I received the test paper and result today and…..I passed!!! Not just passed, but highest in class!! Alhamdulillah!!! I am really happy and grateful that I passed. I really am! Thank you God!
And the funny thing was, my lecturer passed me the paper without saying out my name and the thing was, we had never had any taaruf session in this class, so how did she know it was me?? Or maybe it was just coincidence. Anyway, I am now ready for the second test and the final exam, which will be in two weeks’ time. All the best Seri!

Highest in class, despite coming late to the test, which was not intentional, but a friend who ‘bubbled’ me, I’ve forgiven her, so I’ll stop at that. What matter was, I passed!!

These are recaps for the events of last wednesday~

Registration: Alhamdulillah, I managed to register the subjects that I plan to take for the short semester and first semester. Though it was nerve-wrecking and quite chaotic. I did my registration in the library, where I had sat there since 12pm and the registration started only at 5pm. But no choice. Have to be kiasu or we’ll lose. Anyway, it’s not only me doing it, there are others and my friends. Don’t care that my time-table is quite ridiculous- Monday/Wednesday -one afternoon class, Tuesday/Thursday – whole day, from 8am – 6.30pm, Friday- NO CLASS YEAH!!! What matters are that I get the subjects that I want! Alhamdulillah.

FUTSAL!!!: Later at night, there’s Futsal match. Singapore students organized it. Brothers= 3 matches with Indonesia and Thailand students, Sisters= 1 match with Indonesia sisters. It was FUN, EXCITING, ALIVE…whatever way you describe a futsal match. The borthers, of course, they played like real!! There’s even almost a fight between Indonesia and Thailand, but those are just gimmicks~ (wanna get kicked out of school because of a futsal match??!!) And the sisters were amazing!!! Singapore won 2-1. There’s going to be another match, this tuesday!

As for me, I was not in the team. But, I try to give them my best as a supporter! I tried making pom-poms with my very own hands, from raffia string. Quite nice and presentable, haha! And I had shout my heart out cheering for them.. I think I had the most fun of all~ Proud of the girls!! Can’t blame me, they are all my friends and a cousin. And the funny thing was, the sisters were much more happening cheering than the brothers, it should have been them doing the cheers more, but they seem more quiet! Tired of playing I guess, but come on!~

So I’m getting ‘ready’ for the next match, that is tomorrow~ I can’t wait!!

And at last!! I got to speak to Adit!!! I can’t believe it and still am…I don’t remember what exactly influence me that day but I really did talk to him! And it was a two- way conversation, it’s not only me doing the talking, and he did ask me questions. He is so cute!!

Anyway, I think the need started since we were in class… I was late, and the first person I saw when I entered my class was him and he was looking straight at me, adding to the embarrassment feeling I had, and I sat at the second row, which was easy for him to ‘accidentally’ look at me everytime he turned his head to my row. So that happened a few times. Then our lecturer had to go out, because a staff came in and gave out evaluation forms which we had to rate the lecturer. So when we had done that and the staff left, our lecturer was yet to return, so I went to the lecturer’s table, just as Adit was going to do something at the whiteboard, so, we ‘met’ at the table and he passed the attendance list to me, obviously he knows~ So I signed my attendance. And this Adit guy was being funny!! He erased the board and was scribbling something else that made his Muwalat friends laughed. And the lecturer came and class ended.

So now was the thing, me and Adit was on our way to class, which meant we went the same way. He was in front of me, so near and I was thinking, I should talk to him!! He was so near now and there’s none of his friends crowding around him!! And yes, I went to him, and he smiled, seeming surprised~ And the conversation started, I asked him how he rated our lecturer, and everything starts from there~

And now I know he’s actually from Kedah but lived all his life in Arab Saudi, no wonder the Arabic-speaking~ And he’s only a year younger than me and terrifically smart but playful~ And being naughty: I so like it walking beside him!! 🙂

I am having a nervous time at the moment…I’m in the library’s multimedia lab, and have been sitting here since 12 noon, waiting for 5 pm for the pre-registration of subjects for the next semesters. I am truly nervous because there are other people waiting like vultures, going to snap at any computer available and the problem, there is none. I am nervous because of the subjects that I want- worried that the sections will be closed or the time between classes may clash. Aaarrggghhhh I am nervous! And the situation around UIA is very tense~

Come 5 pm and everyone will be rushing like hell!! Chaotic!!!
Usually me and my friends will go outside campus to CCs for registration, but because tonight, there will be Futsal match, and most of my friends are players, we don’t have much time!!
Even now, so many others have been asking to be next in line after me….Don’t be mad at me, people~

ANNOUNCING…….The coming of a new blog: mypicjournal….which is basically a blog filled with pictures of my life in UIA….It’s under construction at the moment but I can’t wait to finish it soon!!!

There’s a link somewhere in here…check it out.

I guess I’ll be having the most important test of all, Studies of Religion 1 midterm test and I am nervous about it. There’s this need to pass in it. I NEED to pass that test! It’s a mtter of life and death~ metaphorically. Wish me luck!!